Okay so I tried this once and computer shut me down grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr pissed me off so let me try doing this quick run down style cause I so do not feel like typing it all back out. I am pissed to see the 3 police officers aquitted of beating Frank Jude Jr and hope the black ministers who are asking for it to be relooked at and doing protests continue to look at doing this and more is done. Keep up the fight.
Go Nancy Grace for telling the guy who tried to say money could be a factor in the Duke University Lacrosse team Players rape case has absolutely nothing to do with this at all. I have read what people have said about Nancy Grace go suck a lemon Nancy Grace is hard and strong and gets the work done and we need more women like her. I love her!!!! Another women getting this case out there is Rita Cosby Go woman go. I hate her voice I really do but lately when she is on no one can interrupt me. She has showed the taxi driver alibi Reade Sullivan he called the taxi driver at 12:14 and then went the ATM and got a burger I don't think he did it however I think the other boy may have. I believe she was raped I believe she was drugged. I am astounded they made their 400, 000 bail in cash right then and there. They have had search and seizure a few times now and not taken anything of all that importance. I think this can still blow wide open.
I am astounded Natallee Hollay's mother is not more excited about this boy being arrested in connection to her daughter gone missing in fact she seems more disturbed by it then happy. She seems more intent about the past 3 other guys being brought to justice than someone new. Who happened to apparently have a shirt in connection to Natallee and may have been on security patrol that night but is still to be seen.
4 men and 1 lady were arrested in London ontario canada for shooting 8 men in the motorcycle club called the bandidos all are being charged with 1st degree murder and is being called an 'internal cleansing' of the bandidos. Everyone shot and who shot were in the club. So anyone into that scene might want to keep an eye on that story.
I think the Susan Polk murder case is a joke I cannot believe they are letting her defend herself and letting her question her children the way she has. That lady is a loon and needs to go to get some serious serious help. I don't even know if she knows what day it is. How did she end up with such great kids? well at least a couple great kids? Her husband did not deserve to be stabbed to death.
The case I been curiously watching the sentencing of is Halder apparently he got 196 guilty. He held a 7 hour game of cat and mouse shooting anyone in his site because some guy he thinks erased most of the files on a site that was his becoming livelihood. The students had made a site called haldersucks.org. He was a ibelieve 62yrs old. His reaction was if he had to do it again he'd buy a better gun. OMG buddy. It was at Case Reserve University Ohio. HE had 2 semi Automatics. His Lawyers wanted to plead insanity but he said he was not insane. 3 therapists found him not insane and one found he had personality disorder which apparently and unbeknownst to me is not anyway insane.
I found it a little curious that in all the mens documentaries in their prisons I never saw it being a big issue on the men having self mutilation issues but apparently in HMP Holloway Prison for Women it is a very huge issue. Which makes me curious if it is that way across the board and if so why women and not men? Did you know this prison was once built like a hospital but was really bad so had to be restructured? Interesting eh?
I would like to a documentary that talks soley on how the mind works on munchausen syndrome by proxy. When I watched the case about Kathy Bush and how she was convicted in 1999 of child abuse and munchusuasen syndrome by proxy I was really confused. I didn't see how locking her up was really dealing with the issue at hand. I also did not understand how she had two kids before and never hurt them they were healthy and haooy had great relationships with their mother. It really baffles the mind. It leaves me wanting to understnad it more. But I don't agree with jailing someone. I believe it needs to be dealt with medically. Something isn't right inside if your doing something like that.
I'm sure everyone has heard TIVO lost in a 75 million dollar lawsuit. I'm not sure of the details but I do know alot of people are talking about it.
A story I wish we knew more answers about is Stephen Marshal who is from Canada who died of self inflicted gunshot wound to the head in boston on a bus after killing two pedophiles who were listed on a sex offenders website in maine.
Everyone here has been choked about our gas prices going up again. Up to 1.15 a litre and told it will go up again even more by summer. Said to be caused by some of the USA's relationships with other countries like Iran and wealth of China now.
On yeah Big congradulations goes out to Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes on the birth of their new baby girl Suri.
I am a little curious about this belief in scientology that Tom keeps talking about because John Travolta also believes in it Scientology I don't really know much about it. I only recently learned there is different levels. I am a HUGE Travolta fan I LOVE that man!!! He is hotter all the time!
I like Michael J Fox because he is canadian is was a base brat like me. He even is pictured at EW Norman in North Bay On. with like a shaved head. Apparently was a good kid even then. Anyhow he is apparently a lobbyist for embryonic stemcell research for parkinson's disease. I myself want to know a whole lot more about this before I would say I agree. I just have a hard time saying yes to anything that says embryonic.
Counting down the days till the Davinci Code comes out I cannot wait to see it. I had no interest in seeing it then Entertainment Tonight did a thing on it and it was awesome. I was like OMG I have to see it. I want to know all there is to know. It seems like it is a huge puzzle mystery I love it. Pretty sure it is one of the few films I will buy to have at home.
Phil is taking me to see Silent Hill next week, he tried to take me to a mvie last week but there was nothing I wanted to see everything looked stupid. I did not realize Silent Hill was a video game kinda ruined my want to see it but then DJ found out more info on it and got me reexcited about it. So excited to go see it again.
Who the hell came up with 4/20 being national weed day? What the hell is wrong with people thinking it would be cool if our teens thought that would be a goof proof day to smoke up? Seriously I think this world is going to hell in a handbasket.
I've added a whole bunch more links on my msn space http://spaces.msn.com/yourladyillusions/
Oh you know how much negativity there has been about myspace. I am proud to say because of myspace people are safe today. A school plot was busted 7 years after columbine. 4 Kansas teens were arrested and a 5th was being questioned for planning a school shooting. Youth between 16 and 18 were found to have guns and more. One of the boys apparently revealed the plot to a lady on myspace.com. The school was Riverton, Kansas.
You better believe monday the 24th on A&E I will be watching Ronald Defeo Jr. who after 31yrs, the amittyville killer (made 10 movies about) speaks abput murder. He is serving 25 to life, convicted for killin his family. He now says not just he did the killing.
Does anyone else enjoy watching Bill Kurtis on American Justice? Don't you think the way he tells the story just adds to the program?
I was really sad to see a news story last week in Naniamo BC Canada a local merchant is closing his business because of street people and drug users. All I could think of is those people are given such a bad name, they used to be somebody's baby, no they are somebody's baby and all people want is to see them gotten rid of. It just upsets me so much.
Another woman apparently her and her husband had their car stolen and the guy rode over the woman with her car, how harsh is that?
Not sure if anyone cares but the price of gold apparently is on the uprise right now too:(
Now as for me I got into the mood disorders clinic really quick I go next week. See what that will do. My meds have been upped. I am not getting the tingling as much as I had. I do only take them at night, generally when the kids go to bed.I remember growing up I hated my dad for forcing my mom to do things and yelling at her. I sometimes don't know how Phil deals with it. My moods are so yoyoing. One day I am happy next I am up and down one week I am great, next week I can't be around anyone, or I can be up and down all in one day, it's crazy. Motivation is something I lack alot of.
It's funny out of 3 kids My sister is a spendaholic, I am well bipolar and my brother he has his issues but I would say of the 3 of us is the most normal. My sister would totally disagree and if ya asked us all about how we grew up she would tell a totally different story I don't know it makes me angry. So I try not to think about it. Dad was hardest on my brother and he was angry when younger yet somehow he figured out how to cope as an adult, I however have held alot of anger in and have issues with holding in memories and anger with things that happened to us. My dad used to ask me if I wanted to be like my mother he meant fat, I don't think he meant fat. My mom wasn't dignosed with bipolar until a few years ago. Would I think have meant alot to us if she had been diagnosed when we were growing up. Anyhow we're working on my meds. Am still on topomax and only side effect that is huge is vivid dreams like wow are they vivid. Last week or so alot of bad dreams. Phil has woke me up a few times and calmed me down, today he woke me up and calmed me down. He's not here right now. Just me Sarah and DJ.
Sarah went to Karyn's the other day had chicken and came home super ill. I think she had a bad piece of chicken. Mary went over there so been nice and quiet. DJ had his friend over here and they were so quiet it was not even funny.
I found a hard lump in my upper thigh painful to touch at first I could barely walk. I asked Phil to feel and see if he felt it and he did. Then I was like shit. I looked it up on line and it fits the description of a sebacious cyst and I am not going in and letting a doctor drain it. No fricken thankyou I will suffer. So I been putting a heating pad on it. It's a little less painful but still the lump is there:(
I have bought 3 new transformers for Phil since easter. An Alternator called Sunstreaker that he has been obsessed with getting, a motorcycle called lugnutz and override that we couldn't find at easter. I think he got 5 at easter. It sometimes feels like he really doesn't care how much I care when I go out of my way to get a transformer he wants. There is 2 he wants Primus and some other one. Then he came to me today and said there is 2 other ones he also wants.
I hate that I have always suffered from really hot hands. I put them on something cool only to have them leave marks and need something else to cool them down. Turns out one of my kids now has the same problem. We get it in our feet too. For the last almost year now too I have really bad tightening in my toes, feet and calves likes their curled up and I can't unclench them. I asked the doctor about it once she said it could be the iron deficiency causing it, so never asked again. Sometimes I massage TIGER BALM into them. Once in awhile my hands cramp up too it totally sucks.
Believe it or not I have had all these thoughts written down to try and remember them for my blog. So almost through it all if ya have stayed with me this far I am almost done thank God cause my back is killing me.
I wanted to remember to say I still want to see WolfCreek, Dick & Jane and also Underworld-Revolution. I am intrigued by anything to do with vampires, fallen angels, demons, & reapers always have been. Oddly enough I have a drawing to some part of religious beliefs as well. I believe abortion is the murder of an innocent child. I believe marriage is sacred and should be forever. I believe in the power of prayer. Those religious values stuck with me. I believe adultry is wrong it's against God. I believe in communion and baptism. I have alot of dark thoughts and beliefs but those religious beliefs stuck with me and I believe always will. I don't believe in cloning people I don't believe it is in us to play God.
I am a covergirl makeup girl. I love the lipstick and I intend to get the lash exact.
I want Touched By An Angel to Come Back I love John Dye, Della Reese, & Roma Downey
My last thoughts this house loves Pert Plus shampoo. They told me in hairstyling school that it is the worst stuff for your hair but the oilfree one works great and fresh scent works for everyone else. Phil he sticks to his shampoo Vive Thickening shampoo for men they just need to come out with a conditioner to go with it. If anyone is listening they need an electric razor for men with sensitive skin. Phil has psorisis and can't use an electric razor because it does havoc to his skin. We have to pay rediculous prices for high priced ones just because of his skin. I was gonna buy a new quatro shick for women but 16 dollars for replacement blades not a chance in hell! nope I will stick to my daisyfresh razors thanks! I love my aloe strips:)
Anyhow back is killing me gotta go. Catcha...
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Happy Easter
Well Happy Easter everyone hope it was a good one for everyone. Pretty quiet around here. One kid is at my sisters, one kid was up at 4am so we opened baskets with her and then the other was up at 8 am and then he left this afternoon till tomorrow. So been quiet around here. Feels wierd. Good though cause I cannot shake this fricken headache I have had it for days I am sure the tooth problems are a huge part of it:(
Kids liked their baskets. I never did go with Phil to his parents yesterday
because my two oldest stayed home and I didn't want to leave them here alone together and that turned out to be a good thought.
Ya know my whole life there is a few places I have always wanted to go one is new orleans and another is New York City. I still do among a few other places but I keep finding more reasons why I want to go to NYC. Now I want to go to see this tatoo artist Paul Booth his work is fricken incredible http://www.darkimages.com . I would just die to have anything on me from him. If you saw his work you would want it done too. I love tatoos always have but his is some of the best work I have ever seen. I would love to also see a NYC tatoo convention apparently it is just huge.OMG I so wish I had the money to just spend on whatever I wanted. I think tats are beautiful pieces of art walking around. True I have seen some bad ones but when their good their really good. Here's a little stat for you apparently 1 in 10 americans have tatoos and females are the largest growing poulation in getting them. That is very exciting. I am not much into the piercings but I think some are cool. The body modification strange to me and makes me nervous apparently it is done with pieces of teflon. I just can't see that being safe and how do they test to see if you will have a reaction to that? Although it is not up my alley I am hugely an adorer of Erik The LizardMan You so so so have to check him out man http://www.thelizardman.com he actually looks like a lizard with tats, split tongue, body modification, even teeth done.
Oh I do keep a blog and a list of some interesting blogs and some of my fave sites on msn space here: http://spaces.msn.com/yourladyillusions/ I have pictures there too but cannot get to them or even see them anymore, but am told they are still there:(
Phil and I had a little better a day yesterday which was nice. Last week the one bad day we had was just really bad I took his keys and his bag and pushed him out the door and told him I didn't want to see him again till after karate and work. Just needed a cool down period. First time I have done that. I think I was just really also cranky to everyone that day. Some days lately I just feel so on edge. I see my psychiatrist this week and we'll see how things are gonna go with these new meds. Not so sure I can say they are working. My thoughts are all a mess but my moods are changing as quickly as normal. However they are still changing up and down and anxiety is still there:(
Sometimes I think Phil is right sometimes I think God does have a cruel sense of humour.Why are some people so damn perfect and some of us so messed up? He doesn't get why he has to loose his hair and he thinks he is fat and ugly now when he's not but he thinks that is what happens to some men while other men keep their hair and looks. I told him think about us women we have biological clocks, periods, menopause, tits drop, butts drop, babies to carry to deliver, oh and he thinks women can jump out of bed with the perfect hair it falls into place and men have to work at it to make it look good. Grrrrrrrr whatever. That is why we girls have ponytails right?
Speaking of which God or the Girl just came on, we'll see if I watch it or not. Looks kinda interesting.
You know I was shocked yesterday to learn that heroin is the number one drug in white age 16 yr old femalesin middle class family in the usa right now. Years ago it had a 10% purity level now a days you can find at a 50 to 80% level. Which is the apparent reason for the rise in overdoses. It's been said it's easier to buy drugs than alcohol by teens, that is scary coming from the parent of a teen.There is a mother who speaks out about heroin use so that the death of her daughter is not in vain. Her daughters name was Erin Allen. She had gotten clean for 9 mos but one day went for a routine blood test and was triggered to use. Not long after her mother got a call and was told her daughter was in the morgue of a heroin overdose. I find that so scary and so sad. Her mother is so strong and I think it is great she can share her daughters story. Her daughter kept a diary writing to heroin as if it were her best friend which really opens ones eyes to how much this stuff does to you. It takes you over and it only takes once and boom you could be gone. I like what Dr.Lance Gooberman does he does a surgery that costs $3000 US he puts you out and puts in a drug to pull out the heroin from your system, after he watches you go through withdrawl and back to normal he inserts this little pellet which not sure if this is spelled right but is called maltrexon. If you try and take heroin it won't do anything you won't get high it slowly dissolves over a period of months. I guess not everyone believes in it but I say it's something. I would hope in canada something like that would be covered.
I believe we need more help as parents of young and teens because there is not a whole lot out there for us. Not here in canada anyhow. Family Services are more than happy to tell you to put them into the justice system if they get too out of control. Well not every kid needs the justice system, and why does it have to get to that point? If they had more set up and more options for parents and teens then maybe the need for the justice system would not even be in the damn equation. How many parents now a days have had their kids threatened them if you touch me or do whatever is they don't think you should do I will call the poilce or SS? I know there is alot. They do it because they are taught they now have the power and they can threaten adults. In result of that alot of adults have given up. Now not sure how that works around the world but I know in canada it seems to have gone from one extreme when I grew up to the exact opposite extreme.
The other day our cat Storm was driving me insane with his insesant meowing so I told Phil to settle him down as he always seems to for him. Well he did, he had though disappeared I thought he sunk in the bathroom, but when he came down and I asked him where he went he said he had put Storm to bed. Actually took the cat put him in bed and layed with him till he fell asleep and then came back downstairs. I have to say sometime I am a little jealous of Storm and Phil they sometimes seem to have a closer relationship then Phil and I do. How pathetic am I to be jealous of a fricken cat? I should be happy to have someone who loves a cat and is patient like that with a cat.
Since everyone has been stressed and getting sick I been making sure everyone is taking vitamins, I get Phil these new losanges from halls called Halls Oxygen and I also get him the Halls Vitamin C. I also get alot of orange juice and they don't seem to be much into eating the oranges but the apples are getting eaten as well as bananas so I do buy those.
One of my favorite shows I love is called I Detective I like it because I like to see how many answers I can get right and most I do get right. However one show I was think how can you say the murder was premeditated just because there was a gas can in the car? If I were the defense lawyer I would argue that. I admit they definetly murdered the guy up on remote mountain with a gun but just because they had a gas can in thecar does not mean they thought it out ahead of time. Sometimes people do have a gas can in the car as an emergency thing or just to have it. I mean we've talked about having some for when the gas prices go up or if we get stuck somewhere, saying it was in thee for murder is an assumption. But hey that's just my opinion.
Just before the weekend a kid was forced to sit in the corner by a student teacher wearing a cap the teacher made saying DUNCE on it with the class there. The teacher is no longer there. I would have blown up. What the hell is wrong with fricken people? That is not acceptable you do not do that to a kid at school or anywhere else, that shit stays with you, trust me!!!
Ya know I can understand why alot of criminals want to come to canada. Look at Karla Maholka she should still be in jail just like Paul Bernardo. She damn well killed her little sister. She administer the sleeping pills and then the stuff to knock her out. Over the years she could have done something or said something. The police really screwed up that case. There should have been a way to get out of the plea bargain she gave them. She really did get a sweet sweet deal and they know it too. Scary to know she is out there. Although our laws may not be as harsh I do not agree with the death penealty and I don't believe in corporal punishment. But I do think we need to upgrade our system.
There was a guy in Anamosa Penitentiary 2005 in Iowa and I don't know his name and didn't catch all the words but really really loved what he spun out and he called it Concrete & Steel. Anyone know how I could find out who wrote it and the words? I loved it so much. That prison is pretty cool they have a program called S.A.V.E. where victims and their families meet up with the prisoner to deal with the crime that affected them all. I think that could be a very healing program. They showed 2 sets of brothers in Anamosa 1 set are 100% brothers who had guys go after them and one is in for life for killing one with a gun the other is hoping to be parolled in 8 to 10 years for cutting another guy up. The 2 brothers that brought tears to my eyes though were the half brothers they share the same mother. They don't blame her they said she struggled to do what she could and she told them they should have listened to her but they didn't. The one brother has never known his dad was reffered to as a sperm donor apparently he pushed the mother down the stairs when she was 3 mos pregnant and the other brother the dad left when he was 5 and he don't know him and doesn't want to. One is in for first degree robbery one is in for second degree robbery. Anyhow it only made me feel stronger in my convictions about keeping the lines open with my kids about their father. DJ his dad is Bryan and I have told him as much as possible he has always known about him and I always continue to encourage that maybe one day his dad could still be in his life. It's sad you know his family is so wealthy they own a couple of mcdonalds in ontario good catholic family big home on the water and his family has done everything to push him away. Yet I continue to keep the positive face up. He looks just like his dad and I think they have alot in common and I think there is still alot of possability if Bryan ever grows up! Girls their grandparents have always kept close to the girls and Michael he is up and down but he is taking Mary and I think he could really blossom once he has her. They are so alike. Yes I believe parents no matter what and no matter what age should never put down their other parent or tell them they are a result of something bad I have seen what damage that does I see it everyday, why do people just not get it? I did find a cool site of work of prisoners if anyone is interested in that http://www.prisonwall.org
This may piss some people I truly car NOT but I want to say there really needs to be more attention payed to women with post partum depression. I truly believe that the defense lawyer Kutmass felt Heidi Afinson was guilty and did not truly defend her the way she deserved. Pleading Jacobs death was an accident. He needed to plead post partum depression, mental illness, she needed to into hospital. being in jail until she is in her 80's is crap. There is mom's out there that yeah are sick and have killed their kids in cold blood but I honestly in my heart believe she was mentally ill at the time. I am glad the one juror held out in Des Moines IA and there was a hung jury but to have the jury find her guilty of second degree murder in Davensport IA. I know so far her new lawyer hasn't had much luck but I iwsh her lawyer Maggi Moss all the love and luck. For those needing help or more ino on post partum depression this is a great link http://www.postpartum.net/
Anyhow I am sore and tired and it's quiet and I will leave with a couple more things I heard someone say last night this"Don't smoke, don't chew & don't date date girls who do"
I heard earlier today that there is a possible arrest in the Natalie Halloway case a 19yr old with initials GVC? I guess we shall watch to see how that story develops I am sure her mom is thrilled K later....
Kids liked their baskets. I never did go with Phil to his parents yesterday
because my two oldest stayed home and I didn't want to leave them here alone together and that turned out to be a good thought.
Ya know my whole life there is a few places I have always wanted to go one is new orleans and another is New York City. I still do among a few other places but I keep finding more reasons why I want to go to NYC. Now I want to go to see this tatoo artist Paul Booth his work is fricken incredible http://www.darkimages.com . I would just die to have anything on me from him. If you saw his work you would want it done too. I love tatoos always have but his is some of the best work I have ever seen. I would love to also see a NYC tatoo convention apparently it is just huge.OMG I so wish I had the money to just spend on whatever I wanted. I think tats are beautiful pieces of art walking around. True I have seen some bad ones but when their good their really good. Here's a little stat for you apparently 1 in 10 americans have tatoos and females are the largest growing poulation in getting them. That is very exciting. I am not much into the piercings but I think some are cool. The body modification strange to me and makes me nervous apparently it is done with pieces of teflon. I just can't see that being safe and how do they test to see if you will have a reaction to that? Although it is not up my alley I am hugely an adorer of Erik The LizardMan You so so so have to check him out man http://www.thelizardman.com he actually looks like a lizard with tats, split tongue, body modification, even teeth done.
Oh I do keep a blog and a list of some interesting blogs and some of my fave sites on msn space here: http://spaces.msn.com/yourladyillusions/ I have pictures there too but cannot get to them or even see them anymore, but am told they are still there:(
Phil and I had a little better a day yesterday which was nice. Last week the one bad day we had was just really bad I took his keys and his bag and pushed him out the door and told him I didn't want to see him again till after karate and work. Just needed a cool down period. First time I have done that. I think I was just really also cranky to everyone that day. Some days lately I just feel so on edge. I see my psychiatrist this week and we'll see how things are gonna go with these new meds. Not so sure I can say they are working. My thoughts are all a mess but my moods are changing as quickly as normal. However they are still changing up and down and anxiety is still there:(
Sometimes I think Phil is right sometimes I think God does have a cruel sense of humour.Why are some people so damn perfect and some of us so messed up? He doesn't get why he has to loose his hair and he thinks he is fat and ugly now when he's not but he thinks that is what happens to some men while other men keep their hair and looks. I told him think about us women we have biological clocks, periods, menopause, tits drop, butts drop, babies to carry to deliver, oh and he thinks women can jump out of bed with the perfect hair it falls into place and men have to work at it to make it look good. Grrrrrrrr whatever. That is why we girls have ponytails right?
Speaking of which God or the Girl just came on, we'll see if I watch it or not. Looks kinda interesting.
You know I was shocked yesterday to learn that heroin is the number one drug in white age 16 yr old femalesin middle class family in the usa right now. Years ago it had a 10% purity level now a days you can find at a 50 to 80% level. Which is the apparent reason for the rise in overdoses. It's been said it's easier to buy drugs than alcohol by teens, that is scary coming from the parent of a teen.There is a mother who speaks out about heroin use so that the death of her daughter is not in vain. Her daughters name was Erin Allen. She had gotten clean for 9 mos but one day went for a routine blood test and was triggered to use. Not long after her mother got a call and was told her daughter was in the morgue of a heroin overdose. I find that so scary and so sad. Her mother is so strong and I think it is great she can share her daughters story. Her daughter kept a diary writing to heroin as if it were her best friend which really opens ones eyes to how much this stuff does to you. It takes you over and it only takes once and boom you could be gone. I like what Dr.Lance Gooberman does he does a surgery that costs $3000 US he puts you out and puts in a drug to pull out the heroin from your system, after he watches you go through withdrawl and back to normal he inserts this little pellet which not sure if this is spelled right but is called maltrexon. If you try and take heroin it won't do anything you won't get high it slowly dissolves over a period of months. I guess not everyone believes in it but I say it's something. I would hope in canada something like that would be covered.
I believe we need more help as parents of young and teens because there is not a whole lot out there for us. Not here in canada anyhow. Family Services are more than happy to tell you to put them into the justice system if they get too out of control. Well not every kid needs the justice system, and why does it have to get to that point? If they had more set up and more options for parents and teens then maybe the need for the justice system would not even be in the damn equation. How many parents now a days have had their kids threatened them if you touch me or do whatever is they don't think you should do I will call the poilce or SS? I know there is alot. They do it because they are taught they now have the power and they can threaten adults. In result of that alot of adults have given up. Now not sure how that works around the world but I know in canada it seems to have gone from one extreme when I grew up to the exact opposite extreme.
The other day our cat Storm was driving me insane with his insesant meowing so I told Phil to settle him down as he always seems to for him. Well he did, he had though disappeared I thought he sunk in the bathroom, but when he came down and I asked him where he went he said he had put Storm to bed. Actually took the cat put him in bed and layed with him till he fell asleep and then came back downstairs. I have to say sometime I am a little jealous of Storm and Phil they sometimes seem to have a closer relationship then Phil and I do. How pathetic am I to be jealous of a fricken cat? I should be happy to have someone who loves a cat and is patient like that with a cat.
Since everyone has been stressed and getting sick I been making sure everyone is taking vitamins, I get Phil these new losanges from halls called Halls Oxygen and I also get him the Halls Vitamin C. I also get alot of orange juice and they don't seem to be much into eating the oranges but the apples are getting eaten as well as bananas so I do buy those.
One of my favorite shows I love is called I Detective I like it because I like to see how many answers I can get right and most I do get right. However one show I was think how can you say the murder was premeditated just because there was a gas can in the car? If I were the defense lawyer I would argue that. I admit they definetly murdered the guy up on remote mountain with a gun but just because they had a gas can in thecar does not mean they thought it out ahead of time. Sometimes people do have a gas can in the car as an emergency thing or just to have it. I mean we've talked about having some for when the gas prices go up or if we get stuck somewhere, saying it was in thee for murder is an assumption. But hey that's just my opinion.
Just before the weekend a kid was forced to sit in the corner by a student teacher wearing a cap the teacher made saying DUNCE on it with the class there. The teacher is no longer there. I would have blown up. What the hell is wrong with fricken people? That is not acceptable you do not do that to a kid at school or anywhere else, that shit stays with you, trust me!!!
Ya know I can understand why alot of criminals want to come to canada. Look at Karla Maholka she should still be in jail just like Paul Bernardo. She damn well killed her little sister. She administer the sleeping pills and then the stuff to knock her out. Over the years she could have done something or said something. The police really screwed up that case. There should have been a way to get out of the plea bargain she gave them. She really did get a sweet sweet deal and they know it too. Scary to know she is out there. Although our laws may not be as harsh I do not agree with the death penealty and I don't believe in corporal punishment. But I do think we need to upgrade our system.
There was a guy in Anamosa Penitentiary 2005 in Iowa and I don't know his name and didn't catch all the words but really really loved what he spun out and he called it Concrete & Steel. Anyone know how I could find out who wrote it and the words? I loved it so much. That prison is pretty cool they have a program called S.A.V.E. where victims and their families meet up with the prisoner to deal with the crime that affected them all. I think that could be a very healing program. They showed 2 sets of brothers in Anamosa 1 set are 100% brothers who had guys go after them and one is in for life for killing one with a gun the other is hoping to be parolled in 8 to 10 years for cutting another guy up. The 2 brothers that brought tears to my eyes though were the half brothers they share the same mother. They don't blame her they said she struggled to do what she could and she told them they should have listened to her but they didn't. The one brother has never known his dad was reffered to as a sperm donor apparently he pushed the mother down the stairs when she was 3 mos pregnant and the other brother the dad left when he was 5 and he don't know him and doesn't want to. One is in for first degree robbery one is in for second degree robbery. Anyhow it only made me feel stronger in my convictions about keeping the lines open with my kids about their father. DJ his dad is Bryan and I have told him as much as possible he has always known about him and I always continue to encourage that maybe one day his dad could still be in his life. It's sad you know his family is so wealthy they own a couple of mcdonalds in ontario good catholic family big home on the water and his family has done everything to push him away. Yet I continue to keep the positive face up. He looks just like his dad and I think they have alot in common and I think there is still alot of possability if Bryan ever grows up! Girls their grandparents have always kept close to the girls and Michael he is up and down but he is taking Mary and I think he could really blossom once he has her. They are so alike. Yes I believe parents no matter what and no matter what age should never put down their other parent or tell them they are a result of something bad I have seen what damage that does I see it everyday, why do people just not get it? I did find a cool site of work of prisoners if anyone is interested in that http://www.prisonwall.org
This may piss some people I truly car NOT but I want to say there really needs to be more attention payed to women with post partum depression. I truly believe that the defense lawyer Kutmass felt Heidi Afinson was guilty and did not truly defend her the way she deserved. Pleading Jacobs death was an accident. He needed to plead post partum depression, mental illness, she needed to into hospital. being in jail until she is in her 80's is crap. There is mom's out there that yeah are sick and have killed their kids in cold blood but I honestly in my heart believe she was mentally ill at the time. I am glad the one juror held out in Des Moines IA and there was a hung jury but to have the jury find her guilty of second degree murder in Davensport IA. I know so far her new lawyer hasn't had much luck but I iwsh her lawyer Maggi Moss all the love and luck. For those needing help or more ino on post partum depression this is a great link http://www.postpartum.net/
Anyhow I am sore and tired and it's quiet and I will leave with a couple more things I heard someone say last night this"Don't smoke, don't chew & don't date date girls who do"
I heard earlier today that there is a possible arrest in the Natalie Halloway case a 19yr old with initials GVC? I guess we shall watch to see how that story develops I am sure her mom is thrilled K later....
Friday, April 14, 2006
General Thoughts & Other Facts
Revenge is a dish best served cold. Sicilian proverb a quote Phil and I were discussing the other day for no real reason so why not start out there eh lol?
Oh for those who know not what hydro is, it is that which runs power, electricity and sometimes water. Been waiting all day for the jury to come back on the 3 police officers who beat up Frank Jude Jr.Bartlett, Spangler and Masarik I am sure are on pins and needles waiting for the jury to come back. I figured with the long weekend and easter being sunday they would come back tonight. I guess they still could. I mean they did ask for dinner. So maybe they will get through it. For lunch today the jury had pizza. I do have to question why the other police officers were not charged and taken to court as well, that makes no sense to me.While all this is happening Frank is not even watching the case and only was in court to testify for himself only, because he had parole violation and beat up his mother. Not a cool thing at all. Still he did not deserve to be beat like he was by those police officers. I mean he had a red pen stuck in his eardrum and had his pants cut open with a knife and kicked in the groin with boots, that is some serious problems, he'll be lucky to ever produce!
Ready for easter done all the shopping, hope everyone likes what I got them. I hate being the damn fricken easter bunny.
My skin picking has picked up real bad again. my chin is bad and my one arm sucks I peeled about half of it:( Everyone has been more than a little stressed because of miss perfect. Phil is high strung and his calmness is not so calm last couple weeks but sure he will calm back down. Think we all just need some breathing room. Summer can't get here soon enough.
There's a family in vancouver I feel bad for. They are millionaires and yet all the money in the world can't give them what they want right now. Their son. Apparently 23 yr old Graham Mymnn with no criminal background was pulled from his car.Update he is back and missed a couple of exams and is hoping they will give him a break and let him get them done anyhow. I am relieved to give that update:) Congrats to the family:)
To tell you how wonderful our canadians are, an ontario police officer Elliot went above and beyond the call of duty. A lady from New Jersey had rolled her car when there was snow and had written and asked if when the snow melted if he could go back and look if he could find it. Flashlight in hand he went out and found it in the mud. Now there is a lucky lady and a cop who deserves a pat on the back:)
I'm sure Duke University is probably smiling hoping the exotic dancer will never make it to court with the recent 911 call revealed on TV with the police officer revealing she was drunk and passed out. Apparently there is no DNA match yet either. Well he somehow thought something was wrong because she eded up at the hospital had bruises on her legs and did a rape kit. Apparently her friend who had gone with her had called in from a store a little bit away from the house. Apparently police have tried to talk to and go into the rooms of the lacrosse players but they have not been at all co-operative. Listen just because she is an exotic dancer doesn't make her a guilty you know what!!!!
Lots of Crime going on in the states eh? Jesse Dee Wise is being held for blugeoning and strangling his grandmother and 5 other family members in a small pennesylvania amish town. who does that to their grandmother any why?
Pamela Anderson & Pink are working with PETA on a campaign called Kick the The Bucket which is a campaign again KFC. Now I will post this site but I will not say I am pro against KFC because I happen to like KFC and not sure if stards are different here in cada than in other countries but I cannot help that we in this family do love chicken, steak and roast. So anyhow if it is your thing hey it's your thing and here is the link:
http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/
I guess everyone has heard about yet another teacher sleeping with her students? Yep and they think she may have even had plotted with one to try to have her husband killed. You have to wonder what is going on with them today. Sharon Rutherford is accused of sleeping with 4 of her students and possibly more. So if you have watched the other stories like this I am sure this one will get alot of publicity.
Was sickened to hear the couple who decieved so many people in the USA saying they were having I think 5 or 6 kids she even gained 40lbs and it turns out she wasn't ever pregnant at all. So far the only charges I know of is stealing by deciet. Yeah hi I know they can come up with more than that.
In Alberta a grade 2 student apparently was attacked when they they went to the bathroom by a guy hiding in there. They say he was black and around 30. That's why I like the buddy system teachers sending kids in 2's it's not a perfect system but it's better than just 1.
Oh yeah I am just full of info today. How about Felix Polk there is a name for ya eh? his wife Susan polk killed him she says "in self defense" She even said she broke the tip of the knife in him. You should see the drawing of all the cuts she put in him and where they all are, no way that was self defense. Not to mention she look liked she was ready to laugh although that could be being hysterical that does happen in traumatic situations.
Apparently Russia will be hosting another round of talks with the USA, European Union and China on the iran nucular program. How come Canada is not going? I don't get it:(
I heard somewhere that the Guardian Angels are coming to Canada that's pretty cool:) http://www.guardianangels.org/
People here in Victoria BC Canada are sad to have seen a lady close down her local small business Shady Creek IceCream. Apparently it was great gourmet homemade icecream.
I hear that Jann Arden and Michael Buble are going to do a concert together, OMG I think my heart would stop I love them both ALOT!
Does anyone knof the roaming gnome for travelocity is the same voice as the guy who now does the new subway commercials the voice sounds so damn much alike I can't get over it.
Ya know I had no interest at all in watching celebrity cooking showdown but then I saw Alison Sweeney is going on there (Sami from Days) I LOVE LOVE LOVE Sami and I can guarantee you I will be front row and center when she is on there. I watched her on Fear Factor too lol and watched him eat a cockroach so she would eat a worm or 2 or 3 lol. She really is a champ!
Oh and I must say last night I was deeply DEEPLy Deeply DEEPLY Disturbed by buddy who made BLADDER BUDDY uhm yeah hello NO no no!!!! That just was not right. He took this thing out that looks kinda like a shower curtain and cape in the same thing and put it on zipped it up relieved himself took it off folded it back up and then showed how it could get fancier and how for women he had a folded up cup kinda thing NO NO NO yuck omg NO! They did dis this one guy who I LOVED with The Therapy Buddy for Adults. I think there could be a couple things changed but great idea 1 don't say to take it places with you. 2 the therapist you use should be the voice used to say whatever it is that works to make you feel better. 3 use your kids/spous/family whatever as well added to it to so add a loved message to it to also remind you its ok and your loved and this time will pass. I would like to have a burgandy or red one. I wanted to cry for him I loved it and if they think I need help because I love his adult therapy buddy screw them!!! The lady with the ediable waterglobes truly sucked this time at her presentation which upset me cause I would love a few of hers they are one of the best ideas I have ever seen it's ingenious. Then the last one my vote is for is The Character Building Buddies I would buy this for any neice nephew godchild ect ect you teach a child about courage, heart ect by stuffing those pieces into this bear as you tell the story. That you know comes from a mom with a lot of love and a good heart I definetly would buy it. Simon Cowell has another great show on his hands I admit I didn't like it but it's growing on me American Inventor I would love to see a canadian one!!!Since everyone loves the sites so much here is a few I picked up
http://greatmealinminutes.com http://www.salaryexpert.com http://covenanthouse.ca http://mylittlepony.com http://www.inspirationpeak.com http://www.ihateclowns.com/ http://www.nestle.ca http://www.mynaturalmatch.ca http://kelloggs.ca http://www.healthservices.gov.bc.ca/waitlist http://www.bewebaware.ca http://dairygoodness.ca http://campbellsoup.ca http://www.bestnewproducts.ca http://www.ronzoni.ca omg the best pasta sauce ever I love it!!!! Except mine and my mom's lol!!! http://dose.ca
I saw on the on the news the other day a very disturburbing story about how a child called 911 and the operator didn't believe him about his mother being sick but when someone did finally go there he was telling the truth she DIED. OMG I would want that operator in so much trouble I couldn't even begin to tell you. Here if a kid calls and its false they will deal with them when they get here. yes it could be taking from time but it can be real and we teach our kids to rely on the system how they can they believe in a system that lets someone down like this kid?
If anyone watches Criminal minds I think it is a really great show. I love that Shemar Moore omg he is so damn hot has stuck with that show and The Young & The Restless as well. I like that at the end there is almost always a quote as well, that is one of my favorite parts of the show and makes it different from the other law shows! I learned on one show Victim means Victima(sacrifice) learned in Victimology.
I caught the end of a show where a lady was mad because she got liposuction and a tummy tuck but didn't catch the rest did anyone else catch it?
Funny thing happened to DJ the other day I was dying laughing, our cat is fixed but every once in awhile he still sprays well he sprayed his bag and DJ was not happy. Thankfully washing it took it out. Was damn hilarious though!!!
Anyhow as you can probably tell my thoughts are all over the place more than normal as of late so I am gonna go for now. I am off for now...
Oh for those who know not what hydro is, it is that which runs power, electricity and sometimes water. Been waiting all day for the jury to come back on the 3 police officers who beat up Frank Jude Jr.Bartlett, Spangler and Masarik I am sure are on pins and needles waiting for the jury to come back. I figured with the long weekend and easter being sunday they would come back tonight. I guess they still could. I mean they did ask for dinner. So maybe they will get through it. For lunch today the jury had pizza. I do have to question why the other police officers were not charged and taken to court as well, that makes no sense to me.While all this is happening Frank is not even watching the case and only was in court to testify for himself only, because he had parole violation and beat up his mother. Not a cool thing at all. Still he did not deserve to be beat like he was by those police officers. I mean he had a red pen stuck in his eardrum and had his pants cut open with a knife and kicked in the groin with boots, that is some serious problems, he'll be lucky to ever produce!
Ready for easter done all the shopping, hope everyone likes what I got them. I hate being the damn fricken easter bunny.
My skin picking has picked up real bad again. my chin is bad and my one arm sucks I peeled about half of it:( Everyone has been more than a little stressed because of miss perfect. Phil is high strung and his calmness is not so calm last couple weeks but sure he will calm back down. Think we all just need some breathing room. Summer can't get here soon enough.
There's a family in vancouver I feel bad for. They are millionaires and yet all the money in the world can't give them what they want right now. Their son. Apparently 23 yr old Graham Mymnn with no criminal background was pulled from his car.Update he is back and missed a couple of exams and is hoping they will give him a break and let him get them done anyhow. I am relieved to give that update:) Congrats to the family:)
To tell you how wonderful our canadians are, an ontario police officer Elliot went above and beyond the call of duty. A lady from New Jersey had rolled her car when there was snow and had written and asked if when the snow melted if he could go back and look if he could find it. Flashlight in hand he went out and found it in the mud. Now there is a lucky lady and a cop who deserves a pat on the back:)
I'm sure Duke University is probably smiling hoping the exotic dancer will never make it to court with the recent 911 call revealed on TV with the police officer revealing she was drunk and passed out. Apparently there is no DNA match yet either. Well he somehow thought something was wrong because she eded up at the hospital had bruises on her legs and did a rape kit. Apparently her friend who had gone with her had called in from a store a little bit away from the house. Apparently police have tried to talk to and go into the rooms of the lacrosse players but they have not been at all co-operative. Listen just because she is an exotic dancer doesn't make her a guilty you know what!!!!
Lots of Crime going on in the states eh? Jesse Dee Wise is being held for blugeoning and strangling his grandmother and 5 other family members in a small pennesylvania amish town. who does that to their grandmother any why?
Pamela Anderson & Pink are working with PETA on a campaign called Kick the The Bucket which is a campaign again KFC. Now I will post this site but I will not say I am pro against KFC because I happen to like KFC and not sure if stards are different here in cada than in other countries but I cannot help that we in this family do love chicken, steak and roast. So anyhow if it is your thing hey it's your thing and here is the link:
http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/
I guess everyone has heard about yet another teacher sleeping with her students? Yep and they think she may have even had plotted with one to try to have her husband killed. You have to wonder what is going on with them today. Sharon Rutherford is accused of sleeping with 4 of her students and possibly more. So if you have watched the other stories like this I am sure this one will get alot of publicity.
Was sickened to hear the couple who decieved so many people in the USA saying they were having I think 5 or 6 kids she even gained 40lbs and it turns out she wasn't ever pregnant at all. So far the only charges I know of is stealing by deciet. Yeah hi I know they can come up with more than that.
In Alberta a grade 2 student apparently was attacked when they they went to the bathroom by a guy hiding in there. They say he was black and around 30. That's why I like the buddy system teachers sending kids in 2's it's not a perfect system but it's better than just 1.
Oh yeah I am just full of info today. How about Felix Polk there is a name for ya eh? his wife Susan polk killed him she says "in self defense" She even said she broke the tip of the knife in him. You should see the drawing of all the cuts she put in him and where they all are, no way that was self defense. Not to mention she look liked she was ready to laugh although that could be being hysterical that does happen in traumatic situations.
Apparently Russia will be hosting another round of talks with the USA, European Union and China on the iran nucular program. How come Canada is not going? I don't get it:(
I heard somewhere that the Guardian Angels are coming to Canada that's pretty cool:) http://www.guardianangels.org/
People here in Victoria BC Canada are sad to have seen a lady close down her local small business Shady Creek IceCream. Apparently it was great gourmet homemade icecream.
I hear that Jann Arden and Michael Buble are going to do a concert together, OMG I think my heart would stop I love them both ALOT!
Does anyone knof the roaming gnome for travelocity is the same voice as the guy who now does the new subway commercials the voice sounds so damn much alike I can't get over it.
Ya know I had no interest at all in watching celebrity cooking showdown but then I saw Alison Sweeney is going on there (Sami from Days) I LOVE LOVE LOVE Sami and I can guarantee you I will be front row and center when she is on there. I watched her on Fear Factor too lol and watched him eat a cockroach so she would eat a worm or 2 or 3 lol. She really is a champ!
Oh and I must say last night I was deeply DEEPLy Deeply DEEPLY Disturbed by buddy who made BLADDER BUDDY uhm yeah hello NO no no!!!! That just was not right. He took this thing out that looks kinda like a shower curtain and cape in the same thing and put it on zipped it up relieved himself took it off folded it back up and then showed how it could get fancier and how for women he had a folded up cup kinda thing NO NO NO yuck omg NO! They did dis this one guy who I LOVED with The Therapy Buddy for Adults. I think there could be a couple things changed but great idea 1 don't say to take it places with you. 2 the therapist you use should be the voice used to say whatever it is that works to make you feel better. 3 use your kids/spous/family whatever as well added to it to so add a loved message to it to also remind you its ok and your loved and this time will pass. I would like to have a burgandy or red one. I wanted to cry for him I loved it and if they think I need help because I love his adult therapy buddy screw them!!! The lady with the ediable waterglobes truly sucked this time at her presentation which upset me cause I would love a few of hers they are one of the best ideas I have ever seen it's ingenious. Then the last one my vote is for is The Character Building Buddies I would buy this for any neice nephew godchild ect ect you teach a child about courage, heart ect by stuffing those pieces into this bear as you tell the story. That you know comes from a mom with a lot of love and a good heart I definetly would buy it. Simon Cowell has another great show on his hands I admit I didn't like it but it's growing on me American Inventor I would love to see a canadian one!!!Since everyone loves the sites so much here is a few I picked up
http://greatmealinminutes.com http://www.salaryexpert.com http://covenanthouse.ca http://mylittlepony.com http://www.inspirationpeak.com http://www.ihateclowns.com/ http://www.nestle.ca http://www.mynaturalmatch.ca http://kelloggs.ca http://www.healthservices.gov.bc.ca/waitlist http://www.bewebaware.ca http://dairygoodness.ca http://campbellsoup.ca http://www.bestnewproducts.ca http://www.ronzoni.ca omg the best pasta sauce ever I love it!!!! Except mine and my mom's lol!!! http://dose.ca
I saw on the on the news the other day a very disturburbing story about how a child called 911 and the operator didn't believe him about his mother being sick but when someone did finally go there he was telling the truth she DIED. OMG I would want that operator in so much trouble I couldn't even begin to tell you. Here if a kid calls and its false they will deal with them when they get here. yes it could be taking from time but it can be real and we teach our kids to rely on the system how they can they believe in a system that lets someone down like this kid?
If anyone watches Criminal minds I think it is a really great show. I love that Shemar Moore omg he is so damn hot has stuck with that show and The Young & The Restless as well. I like that at the end there is almost always a quote as well, that is one of my favorite parts of the show and makes it different from the other law shows! I learned on one show Victim means Victima(sacrifice) learned in Victimology.
I caught the end of a show where a lady was mad because she got liposuction and a tummy tuck but didn't catch the rest did anyone else catch it?
Funny thing happened to DJ the other day I was dying laughing, our cat is fixed but every once in awhile he still sprays well he sprayed his bag and DJ was not happy. Thankfully washing it took it out. Was damn hilarious though!!!
Anyhow as you can probably tell my thoughts are all over the place more than normal as of late so I am gonna go for now. I am off for now...
Monday, April 10, 2006
Lots to Say...
Well canada has a new Bill 25 letting the goverment and hydro watch your hydro usage hoping to bust people using it for illigal purposes. I guess on one level that is great but apparently it is going to affect legitimate hydoponic businesses, so not really sure if there is a way they can reword that bill or rework it so it won't affect them.
Also apparently Ontario is putting things like sudafed and other decongestions(sp?) behind the counter because it contains a drug called pseudophedrine which is contained in meth. Uhm ok I think that is going a little far. Which apparently BC and I believe it is alberta is saying we had like 30 mom and pop robberies which is not much. I personally am really pro http://methwatch.ca but give me a break putting this stuff behind the counter.
Parents out there check out this site while I think of it http://www.enough.org/Lighting the way to protect children and families from the dangers of illegal Internet pornography and sexual predators. Dateline did a great story on how alot of kids are becoming predators on http://www.myspace.com so I talked to my son about it and talked to him about how "Matt" the cop brought up facts on there that they may not have thought about, I definetly love the show dateline has to be one show I try never to miss and I have seen all 3 to catch a predator shows. Surprised to see it moving the USA goverment to get involved now though too. Sad it took that much to concern them though!!!
I am interested to watch the show next week on The Return of Jesse James Hollywood.
I like their Mank Blog. Their story on the Jesus Letters By Michael Baigent really has me wanting to investigate further!!! I also want to look at the book The Passover Plot.
You all know how I love CSI I want the video by ObieTrice called SNITCH he did a stint on CSi and it's awesome song and apparently he is Eminems Protege. Kinda cool ya gotta admit and I have to admit I really do like Eminem and I think I recently heard is he getting divorced from his wife AGAIN? I hope not cause that would be such a sad story.
Does anyone know if it is only in canada or not that at DQ they took away the reeces pieces blizzards? I know they used to be in the top 5 blizzards so wtf? They do have the peanut butter cups butter grrrrrrr!!!
Has anyone watched the show Rescue Mediums? They are two women who are very good and I would love to meet. I am always very entranced by their show. Very good and worth checking out. In canada it is on the womens network.
I recently joined a site I am still unsure about just newly joined so we shall see called http://sleepingmommy.com
I also had my kids force me into trying these new hersheys kissables I had 2 and I say YUCK!!!! They are a cheap wanna be M&M!!!!
I had a lady call me about Puggles I so wish I had more money cause it's like someone putting it in front of me and then saying nope ya can't have one they are excellently priced. Her name is Shanda she is in the states and she said I could let people know so here is some info for you to reach her she says she has lots. Check her out. She gave me the price range of $415-750US I live in BC and would cost me $280 to ship here and can be emailed at countrysideskennel@lakewebs.net so if you do have the money I think that is an excellent price and she says she has tons and more to come so what do you have to loose? I do know alot of people wrote me to ask if I had heard anything so there ya go I also had this lady write from Canada and since she is posting in canada I am guessing I can post some of it: http://www.puggle.org I just posted an ad on that site. We like in Sask, and are puggle breeders, live on a farm One female just sold to Vancouver. Shipping isn't that bad... for example $125.00 from Regina to Vancouver which includes the puppy kennel. Our price is $1200.00 plus shipping. Caroline so you can check out that site :) I envy you if you get one :(
I saw this infomercial last night for Yoga Booty Ballet OMFG has anyone actually ordered this thing? I think I would rather go to a pole dancing class which I seriously would like to go to but would love to go with someone to cause I am now having anxiety attacks being around people that I didn't used to have :(
Not sure how to spell his name but I hope I spell it right Josh Manciewietz he is so cool I love listening to his things on dateline, yep dateline again I am telling you it is one of the best show on TV!
Has anyone heard about the blog ward between Jason Garfield and Chris Bliss? Like OMFG so what you two juggle different amount of balls who fricken really cares? Like the whole internet is gonna get online and have a big todo about one juggling 3 or more balls.
So how am I doing on my new meds? Grrr the topomax? not sure if that is how to spell it or not it apparently is making me loud and excitable. I am constantaly being told I am loud and getting excited which eventually does get to a person, makes you feel bad about yourself ya know? Apparently is not helping my wrestless legs either as I am forever rocking them and the heaviness and tinglingling in my fingers I had is completely gone. So not exactly sure what will be done next. I don't want to go off them as I am not violent and I am not out of it and most importantly I AM NOT SICK!!!! OMG Lithium makes me so sick.
Poor Phil lost his wallet, like he was never meant to have that wallet, I bought it for my dad to make him at christmas and he made it with DJ's name so he cut it out and put Phils name and was gonna fix it later but now he has lost it. Guess I will be buying a new one AGAIN and this time will have his name on it and not cut into like last time. Costly when you lose all your ID though. We had to call the police, his work the companies, all ID in there OMG fricken harsh!
In the meantime my wallet broke I been using it not being able to zipper it. I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOo need a new wallet.
Going to Phil's mothers on saturday she does a yearly easter hunt for the kids which my kids love. This year Colin will be there and my kids love Colin and JC they think they are hilarious and fun. Little apprehensive with all the problems Phil and I have had I feel kind of out of place again. Feel unwanted and unliked but I guess I should be used to that.
Does anyone know if cats have feelings? Cause Casper has gotten really fat and Phil insists his feelings are getting hurt by only being called fat ass by everyone. Today when someone told them they loved him but he is really fat he got down off the chair and ate when they left he got back up on the chair and slept. I was like hmmmm maybe it is hurting his feelings. But how do you know? I mean he's a cat*sigh*
Oh Does anyone know how to authenticate a David Beckham apparently autographed picture? I would have thought there has to be a certificate of authenticity. I really would have to hate to pay again to authenticate it. But anyone could have just signed it for crying out loud right? I am talking about the soccer player.
Oh my mother pisses me off. She is taking me daughter away this summer for a couple weeks and I can barely afford crap as it is and she expects me to get her a whole new fricken wardrobe and then some for when they go. Screw that. I have alot more things to think about.
At least things are not as hecktic as they were and alot of plans are now in place and supports and I feel better about that.
Phil and I are talking more. I just wish he hadn't gotten himself in the situation he has. But I guess we all go through those periods in our life.
Teeth are hurting more and more, my one tooth has broken AGAIN not sure how it is still staying in my mouth but it does hurt :(
Anyhow think I have talked people bored so am off for now....
Also apparently Ontario is putting things like sudafed and other decongestions(sp?) behind the counter because it contains a drug called pseudophedrine which is contained in meth. Uhm ok I think that is going a little far. Which apparently BC and I believe it is alberta is saying we had like 30 mom and pop robberies which is not much. I personally am really pro http://methwatch.ca but give me a break putting this stuff behind the counter.
Parents out there check out this site while I think of it http://www.enough.org/Lighting the way to protect children and families from the dangers of illegal Internet pornography and sexual predators. Dateline did a great story on how alot of kids are becoming predators on http://www.myspace.com so I talked to my son about it and talked to him about how "Matt" the cop brought up facts on there that they may not have thought about, I definetly love the show dateline has to be one show I try never to miss and I have seen all 3 to catch a predator shows. Surprised to see it moving the USA goverment to get involved now though too. Sad it took that much to concern them though!!!
I am interested to watch the show next week on The Return of Jesse James Hollywood.
I like their Mank Blog. Their story on the Jesus Letters By Michael Baigent really has me wanting to investigate further!!! I also want to look at the book The Passover Plot.
You all know how I love CSI I want the video by ObieTrice called SNITCH he did a stint on CSi and it's awesome song and apparently he is Eminems Protege. Kinda cool ya gotta admit and I have to admit I really do like Eminem and I think I recently heard is he getting divorced from his wife AGAIN? I hope not cause that would be such a sad story.
Does anyone know if it is only in canada or not that at DQ they took away the reeces pieces blizzards? I know they used to be in the top 5 blizzards so wtf? They do have the peanut butter cups butter grrrrrrr!!!
Has anyone watched the show Rescue Mediums? They are two women who are very good and I would love to meet. I am always very entranced by their show. Very good and worth checking out. In canada it is on the womens network.
I recently joined a site I am still unsure about just newly joined so we shall see called http://sleepingmommy.com
I also had my kids force me into trying these new hersheys kissables I had 2 and I say YUCK!!!! They are a cheap wanna be M&M!!!!
I had a lady call me about Puggles I so wish I had more money cause it's like someone putting it in front of me and then saying nope ya can't have one they are excellently priced. Her name is Shanda she is in the states and she said I could let people know so here is some info for you to reach her she says she has lots. Check her out. She gave me the price range of $415-750US I live in BC and would cost me $280 to ship here and can be emailed at countrysideskennel@lakewebs.net so if you do have the money I think that is an excellent price and she says she has tons and more to come so what do you have to loose? I do know alot of people wrote me to ask if I had heard anything so there ya go I also had this lady write from Canada and since she is posting in canada I am guessing I can post some of it: http://www.puggle.org I just posted an ad on that site. We like in Sask, and are puggle breeders, live on a farm One female just sold to Vancouver. Shipping isn't that bad... for example $125.00 from Regina to Vancouver which includes the puppy kennel. Our price is $1200.00 plus shipping. Caroline so you can check out that site :) I envy you if you get one :(
I saw this infomercial last night for Yoga Booty Ballet OMFG has anyone actually ordered this thing? I think I would rather go to a pole dancing class which I seriously would like to go to but would love to go with someone to cause I am now having anxiety attacks being around people that I didn't used to have :(
Not sure how to spell his name but I hope I spell it right Josh Manciewietz he is so cool I love listening to his things on dateline, yep dateline again I am telling you it is one of the best show on TV!
Has anyone heard about the blog ward between Jason Garfield and Chris Bliss? Like OMFG so what you two juggle different amount of balls who fricken really cares? Like the whole internet is gonna get online and have a big todo about one juggling 3 or more balls.
So how am I doing on my new meds? Grrr the topomax? not sure if that is how to spell it or not it apparently is making me loud and excitable. I am constantaly being told I am loud and getting excited which eventually does get to a person, makes you feel bad about yourself ya know? Apparently is not helping my wrestless legs either as I am forever rocking them and the heaviness and tinglingling in my fingers I had is completely gone. So not exactly sure what will be done next. I don't want to go off them as I am not violent and I am not out of it and most importantly I AM NOT SICK!!!! OMG Lithium makes me so sick.
Poor Phil lost his wallet, like he was never meant to have that wallet, I bought it for my dad to make him at christmas and he made it with DJ's name so he cut it out and put Phils name and was gonna fix it later but now he has lost it. Guess I will be buying a new one AGAIN and this time will have his name on it and not cut into like last time. Costly when you lose all your ID though. We had to call the police, his work the companies, all ID in there OMG fricken harsh!
In the meantime my wallet broke I been using it not being able to zipper it. I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOo need a new wallet.
Going to Phil's mothers on saturday she does a yearly easter hunt for the kids which my kids love. This year Colin will be there and my kids love Colin and JC they think they are hilarious and fun. Little apprehensive with all the problems Phil and I have had I feel kind of out of place again. Feel unwanted and unliked but I guess I should be used to that.
Does anyone know if cats have feelings? Cause Casper has gotten really fat and Phil insists his feelings are getting hurt by only being called fat ass by everyone. Today when someone told them they loved him but he is really fat he got down off the chair and ate when they left he got back up on the chair and slept. I was like hmmmm maybe it is hurting his feelings. But how do you know? I mean he's a cat*sigh*
Oh Does anyone know how to authenticate a David Beckham apparently autographed picture? I would have thought there has to be a certificate of authenticity. I really would have to hate to pay again to authenticate it. But anyone could have just signed it for crying out loud right? I am talking about the soccer player.
Oh my mother pisses me off. She is taking me daughter away this summer for a couple weeks and I can barely afford crap as it is and she expects me to get her a whole new fricken wardrobe and then some for when they go. Screw that. I have alot more things to think about.
At least things are not as hecktic as they were and alot of plans are now in place and supports and I feel better about that.
Phil and I are talking more. I just wish he hadn't gotten himself in the situation he has. But I guess we all go through those periods in our life.
Teeth are hurting more and more, my one tooth has broken AGAIN not sure how it is still staying in my mouth but it does hurt :(
Anyhow think I have talked people bored so am off for now....
Friday, April 07, 2006
Variety of Thoughts...
Tyra Banks fainted? Keifer Sutherland was drinking? What is going on with our stars of today? Do our canadians know that Mario Lemieux and Pamela Anderson are 2 of the richest canadians we have? Yeah I think it is her breasts. I like that she is going up against Harper and our animals though. You go girl!
Looks like we may get lucky and have a new superstore here in Victoria BC. Has anyone heard about the lady who got a call about wanting to know if she wanted her husbands ashes and she thought she had got them 4 years ago? OMG I would just flip right out!
Oh I have to say I am proud Eva Longoria from Desperate housewives talking to cosmopolotian about getting a brazialian bikini wax and that it gives her better sex with Tony Parker. She thinks everyone should try it. Uhm yeah no. Shaving maybe but waxing OUCH! I agree it's probably alot better in bed and she rocks for being cool to going out in public and talking about something like that. It pisses me off how people get all uptight about something like shaving or sex like it should be kept taboo and in the closet. Grow the hell up!!!!
I have to say I HATE AVRIL's NEW BLONDE HAIR!!!! Get a grip girl go back to your natural color.
Sucks like hell that aerosmiths concert was cancelled apparently had something to do with his throat. Motley Crue is going to be here I could cry I wanted to see them so badly. I fricken love Vince Neil!
I have to say yeah to the television for having Vanity Insanity on last night. We need more shows on that talk about men and vanity issues because I think alot of men feel alone. I couldn't believe Buff from WWF that he had calf implants and his body rejected them and he actually for a second wondered about how he could keep his legs without having them cut off.
I'm having really hard times finding canadian women soccer things for Sarah. Really gets on my nerves that it isn't easier to find canadian female stuff because it is so huge for her.
Mary has gradually been getting worse and worse over time and just so out of control I feel like I am going to totally loose myself.
DJ is doing really well his marks came up so well in school and he is just doing really good. He is grounded for two weeks cause he has pushed boundries a couple times but for the most part he is doing really well.
Has anyone heard about the Jesus Letters? I am really curious about them. I only caught the tail end about them on dateline which is one of my can't miss shows.
LOL Mary is ewwwwwwing right now Sarah has been bugging for a fish and I got Sarah a grow a fish so she couldn't get on my nerves anymore and she can't kill it. OMG I am gonna go crazy. I miss the peace and quiet in this house.
Oh last week asshole Chris told Phil he looked forward to seeing Phil at karate and then called him and told him Sarah and him could no longer train under him. When Phil tried to call him he went on like an ass. Last night he agreed to let them come back. I personally think Phil deserves better and that Chris is a pompous ass. He deserves nothing but shit and I despise him.
Grrrrrrr I don't know how people deal with the hell like I am dealing with at this minute. If you could hear this kid, grrrrrrrr!!!!
I am not usually into watching extreme makeover but have really liked this show extreme makeover after the storm. I have always always always wanted to go to new orleans. Maybe one day :( So far one of my favorite people were Big Momma.
So Phil and I are doing ok, I am just ticked about the whole Chris thing. Right now he is collected a bunch of micor and mini transformers and there is alot of them. He posted alot of his transformer pics on his multiply page. http://phillovesangela.multiply.com
I did get some transformers for him for easter. Mary wants Phat Farm shoes I told her to talk to her dad. Speaking of Michael he has been great he's already getting her signed up for stuff for when she gets to Chilliwack. He has her all pumped up for moving there. I am pretty happy about the whole transition right now. I mean he does piss me off but with Mary lately he has been really great. He can't take her cat but we talked to her about it cause my therapist told me too and she actually took it it ok. So I am glad I took her adivce.
Which reminds me I am on a new med so far I cannot take respiridal it makes me violent, I cannot take epival makes me sick so does wellbutrin, cannot take zyprexa it makes me not be able to breathe and I swell up, and Lithium I projectile vomited it took a week to get better from the effects of Lithium. So all those are going on my allergy chart so now I am on topiramate and still taking celexa and zopiclone. At first the topiramate made my head feel wierd and my body feel heavy and fingers tingly but been on it a week now and feeling slowly much better and no more tingly sensation. Apparently a side effect is loosing weight and can also help with migraines oh God I can only hope so because I suffer huge with migraines. I am still also suffering huge with my teeth they hurt so damn bad.
I saw a shirt at bootlegger I want it so bad says I been bad I need to be punished. I so love that shirt.
I went to La Senza Girl the other day holy crap they just brought in a whole bunch of soccer outfits. I so wish I had the money to buy them all. We went finally to soccer world even they had no real abundance of female soccer stuff.
Oh Michael's parents payed for Sarah to go to bible camp in the summer so that will be fun and she is enrolled for one of the soccer camps and hope to get her in another one, crossing fingers. Soccer is hella way more expensive than I ever thought it would be.
I made chicken tonight with the new shake N Bake in the shakeable container which you pay more for. Is not like the packaged stuff at all. If they are out there they should put the stuff in the package in the shakable container and a cajun one would be awesome. My kids love cajun. Sometimes I just sprinkle cajun seasoning on chicken breasts other times I lighten some chicken fillets in a pan and then prinkles tons of cajun seasoning in the pan with it and cook till lightly brown and serve with lipton nooldes and sauce herb and butter or lipton noodles and sauce and corn kids love it and Michael taught me that.
Did people know there is actually blog awards? OMG I almost died when I heard that. Apparently one of the most popular is one called Girl with a one tracked mind http://girlwithaonetrackmind.blogspot.com/. Well Duh I am right there with her. I think my meds make me less like that than I used to be. Another blog that keeps coming up is the monk blog http://www.mellowmonk.com/
Apparently this site Overheard on the street has become a hugely visited site. I don't know I think it is okay but definetly not one of my favorites you could check it out and see how you feel about it: http://www.overheardinnewyork.com/
I think this site is very cool, you can send in your secret on a postcard and it is posted. I mean if you really need to get something of your chest this rocks http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Anyhow one more site I wish we had for canada but I only know for the usa is http://www.unclaimed.org it is a site where you can look to see for free if you might have money somewhere that is rightfully yours. It was on dateline one night apparently millions of americans have money out there and it is unclaimed. Why not take the few minutes to see if you might have money out there.
Oh a site I recently got stuck on but now am in love with and am on as LadyIllusions is http://www.frappr.com I love it and has some cool people on. If you know any cool places or anything to do with bipolar, osteoarthritis or soccer or canadians post it on my blogs. Chat later
Holy crap we are watching American Inventor and Angela MacCray is on way too close to my name . I have to say if anyone is watching this show my vote is for the lady who made the edible snowglobes. This Angela person SUCKS! Human centerpiece I don't think so. I would buy up tons of the edible snowglobes though for anyone and everyone. Would love to see lambs and soccer and transformers:) Ok laterz....
Looks like we may get lucky and have a new superstore here in Victoria BC. Has anyone heard about the lady who got a call about wanting to know if she wanted her husbands ashes and she thought she had got them 4 years ago? OMG I would just flip right out!
Oh I have to say I am proud Eva Longoria from Desperate housewives talking to cosmopolotian about getting a brazialian bikini wax and that it gives her better sex with Tony Parker. She thinks everyone should try it. Uhm yeah no. Shaving maybe but waxing OUCH! I agree it's probably alot better in bed and she rocks for being cool to going out in public and talking about something like that. It pisses me off how people get all uptight about something like shaving or sex like it should be kept taboo and in the closet. Grow the hell up!!!!
I have to say I HATE AVRIL's NEW BLONDE HAIR!!!! Get a grip girl go back to your natural color.
Sucks like hell that aerosmiths concert was cancelled apparently had something to do with his throat. Motley Crue is going to be here I could cry I wanted to see them so badly. I fricken love Vince Neil!
I have to say yeah to the television for having Vanity Insanity on last night. We need more shows on that talk about men and vanity issues because I think alot of men feel alone. I couldn't believe Buff from WWF that he had calf implants and his body rejected them and he actually for a second wondered about how he could keep his legs without having them cut off.
I'm having really hard times finding canadian women soccer things for Sarah. Really gets on my nerves that it isn't easier to find canadian female stuff because it is so huge for her.
Mary has gradually been getting worse and worse over time and just so out of control I feel like I am going to totally loose myself.
DJ is doing really well his marks came up so well in school and he is just doing really good. He is grounded for two weeks cause he has pushed boundries a couple times but for the most part he is doing really well.
Has anyone heard about the Jesus Letters? I am really curious about them. I only caught the tail end about them on dateline which is one of my can't miss shows.
LOL Mary is ewwwwwwing right now Sarah has been bugging for a fish and I got Sarah a grow a fish so she couldn't get on my nerves anymore and she can't kill it. OMG I am gonna go crazy. I miss the peace and quiet in this house.
Oh last week asshole Chris told Phil he looked forward to seeing Phil at karate and then called him and told him Sarah and him could no longer train under him. When Phil tried to call him he went on like an ass. Last night he agreed to let them come back. I personally think Phil deserves better and that Chris is a pompous ass. He deserves nothing but shit and I despise him.
Grrrrrrr I don't know how people deal with the hell like I am dealing with at this minute. If you could hear this kid, grrrrrrrr!!!!
I am not usually into watching extreme makeover but have really liked this show extreme makeover after the storm. I have always always always wanted to go to new orleans. Maybe one day :( So far one of my favorite people were Big Momma.
So Phil and I are doing ok, I am just ticked about the whole Chris thing. Right now he is collected a bunch of micor and mini transformers and there is alot of them. He posted alot of his transformer pics on his multiply page. http://phillovesangela.multiply.com
I did get some transformers for him for easter. Mary wants Phat Farm shoes I told her to talk to her dad. Speaking of Michael he has been great he's already getting her signed up for stuff for when she gets to Chilliwack. He has her all pumped up for moving there. I am pretty happy about the whole transition right now. I mean he does piss me off but with Mary lately he has been really great. He can't take her cat but we talked to her about it cause my therapist told me too and she actually took it it ok. So I am glad I took her adivce.
Which reminds me I am on a new med so far I cannot take respiridal it makes me violent, I cannot take epival makes me sick so does wellbutrin, cannot take zyprexa it makes me not be able to breathe and I swell up, and Lithium I projectile vomited it took a week to get better from the effects of Lithium. So all those are going on my allergy chart so now I am on topiramate and still taking celexa and zopiclone. At first the topiramate made my head feel wierd and my body feel heavy and fingers tingly but been on it a week now and feeling slowly much better and no more tingly sensation. Apparently a side effect is loosing weight and can also help with migraines oh God I can only hope so because I suffer huge with migraines. I am still also suffering huge with my teeth they hurt so damn bad.
I saw a shirt at bootlegger I want it so bad says I been bad I need to be punished. I so love that shirt.
I went to La Senza Girl the other day holy crap they just brought in a whole bunch of soccer outfits. I so wish I had the money to buy them all. We went finally to soccer world even they had no real abundance of female soccer stuff.
Oh Michael's parents payed for Sarah to go to bible camp in the summer so that will be fun and she is enrolled for one of the soccer camps and hope to get her in another one, crossing fingers. Soccer is hella way more expensive than I ever thought it would be.
I made chicken tonight with the new shake N Bake in the shakeable container which you pay more for. Is not like the packaged stuff at all. If they are out there they should put the stuff in the package in the shakable container and a cajun one would be awesome. My kids love cajun. Sometimes I just sprinkle cajun seasoning on chicken breasts other times I lighten some chicken fillets in a pan and then prinkles tons of cajun seasoning in the pan with it and cook till lightly brown and serve with lipton nooldes and sauce herb and butter or lipton noodles and sauce and corn kids love it and Michael taught me that.
Did people know there is actually blog awards? OMG I almost died when I heard that. Apparently one of the most popular is one called Girl with a one tracked mind http://girlwithaonetrackmind.blogspot.com/. Well Duh I am right there with her. I think my meds make me less like that than I used to be. Another blog that keeps coming up is the monk blog http://www.mellowmonk.com/
Apparently this site Overheard on the street has become a hugely visited site. I don't know I think it is okay but definetly not one of my favorites you could check it out and see how you feel about it: http://www.overheardinnewyork.com/
I think this site is very cool, you can send in your secret on a postcard and it is posted. I mean if you really need to get something of your chest this rocks http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Anyhow one more site I wish we had for canada but I only know for the usa is http://www.unclaimed.org it is a site where you can look to see for free if you might have money somewhere that is rightfully yours. It was on dateline one night apparently millions of americans have money out there and it is unclaimed. Why not take the few minutes to see if you might have money out there.
Oh a site I recently got stuck on but now am in love with and am on as LadyIllusions is http://www.frappr.com I love it and has some cool people on. If you know any cool places or anything to do with bipolar, osteoarthritis or soccer or canadians post it on my blogs. Chat later
Holy crap we are watching American Inventor and Angela MacCray is on way too close to my name . I have to say if anyone is watching this show my vote is for the lady who made the edible snowglobes. This Angela person SUCKS! Human centerpiece I don't think so. I would buy up tons of the edible snowglobes though for anyone and everyone. Would love to see lambs and soccer and transformers:) Ok laterz....
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